2005-08-26 [Stephykins]: My relationships are hell

2005-08-26 [iCh3wi]: mine isnt right now thank god

2005-08-26 [Homewrecker]: same here

2005-08-26 [Stephykins]: Lucky! >.<;; Me & my bf are ALWAYS fighting and off and on... but weve been together for off/on for 5 yrs this halloween... we majorly fight too. Like abusive physical/mental fight. But I still love him... & he loves me...

2005-08-26 [Stephykins]: And thats all that matters...

2005-08-26 [Homewrecker]: umm thats nice

2005-08-26 [Stephykins]: LoL. Its oky... I mean we don't like "beat" each other or anything...

2005-08-26 [Homewrecker]: oh ok i was about to say...

2005-08-27 [Stephykins]: Lmao... no its oky! lol

2005-08-27 [iCh3wi]: Umm.....all right then.

2005-08-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah relationships come to a wierd sence with me someone always gets hurt somehow some way even when were not trying to do that to eachother and well actually i never fight i just talk with them actually the only fight that i ever got in who i had a relationship was after we were broke up

2005-08-27 [Stephykins]: Yeah it really sucks, I hate to argue...

2005-08-28 [iCh3wi]: I pick fights with Ariel my gf sometimes, but they are minor and I like what happens afterward, lol.

2005-08-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah fighting i try to avoid now just talking things out besides right now all i am is calm been listening to music non stop couldnt live without it right now

2005-08-28 [Homewrecker]: oh cool

2005-08-28 [Stephykins]: Awsomeness

2005-08-29 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah i guess

2005-08-29 [iCh3wi]: ..................Ap Biology is fun.

2005-08-29 [forbidden sacrafice]: sure i hate bio thou expecially since i dont believe in causing harm to animals

2005-08-29 [iCh3wi]: I love biology, and the only harm we really do to animals in there is mice, fish, frogs, cats, and worms. So really theres no Dramatic effect on the ecosytem.

2005-08-29 [forbidden sacrafice]: yea still in my religion i do not believe in doing that so i ended up taking biology online with all the programs

2005-08-29 [Homewrecker]: whats ur religion

2005-08-29 [iCh3wi]: An age old thing.

2005-08-29 [Homewrecker]: ok fine

2005-08-29 [iCh3wi]: lol

2005-08-30 [forbidden sacrafice]: my religion is my own i believe in what i do in other words im athiest in the sence that i have my own religion

2005-08-30 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Olas! i am bak!!did anyone miss me??

2005-08-31 [forbidden sacrafice]: of course ash

2005-09-01 [iCh3wi]: Umm....Shardae, there aren't any problems here, care to explain?

2005-09-01 [Accio]: Yeah [deathly ~*~ beautiful]. Umm anyhow... anything up with anyone?

2005-09-01 [iCh3wi]: Nothing much here, although shardae said something was wrong with one of my wiki's and I can't figure out what she meant.

2005-09-01 [L V F]: Do you mind if i add a few? they arent really gorey but yea

2005-09-01 [iCh3wi]: Hmmm...add a few......??

2005-09-01 [Homewrecker]: poems maybe?

2005-09-01 [iCh3wi]: Thats what I was thinking. Surte go ahead, any type of poems are allowed, as long as they are truly yours.

2005-09-01 [Homewrecker]: NO COPYWRITING!!

2005-09-01 [iCh3wi]: lol, thanks for your input sis

2005-09-01 [Homewrecker]: welcome :D

2005-09-03 [forbidden sacrafice]: well everyone im gonna be gone forever now you know im done living in this house my parents pissed me off to the point where they said one thing and im packing my stuff and leaving and not coming back this time

2005-09-04 [yo, its ginn]: everyone who wants to go ahead and join my wiki goodbye to you

2005-09-05 [Veela Vamp Witch]: anyone who has elftown needs to visit this wiki: chingles and nipplers please....its only on elftown....for now lol!

2005-09-05 [iCh3wi]: Uh.....I guess I will talk to you when ever Ben, best of luck to you.

2005-09-05 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah..same here..sorry to hear it..damn it i swear EP hates my computer..it wont let me log in under www.elfpack.com ,i have to log in at elfpack.com instead....

2005-09-05 [iCh3wi]: Weird. God Damn, I hate it when my laptop messes up when burning a cd.

2005-09-05 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..im sorry ....anyways..did [L V F] have permision to put up the poems on the cutters poems? is that what they were talking about if so im centering them rite now if not..ill delete them..

2005-09-05 [iCh3wi]: Who put that poem up? That poem needs to be put on a page. I have to go, Ash could you take care of this for me? Thanks.

2005-09-05 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Yeah i can ..Ill create a page and move it there..Thats what im here for!

2005-09-05 [iCh3wi]: I gave him permission? When, I don't ever remember talking to him. Who knows?

2005-09-05 [Homewrecker]: i sure as hell dont

2005-09-06 [iCh3wi]: Everyone I am updating the images on Cutters Poetry. Please dont worry if anything acts up.

2005-09-06 [Homewrecker]: p 0-

2005-09-06 [Homewrecker]: p0_ouo_0r0_op0_ol0_oeo_0

2005-09-06 [iCh3wi]: Your cool

2005-09-06 [Homewrecker]: dont act jealous

2005-09-06 [iCh3wi]: lolol

2005-09-06 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: erm yeah you said yes but you didnt realize what he was taling about...go bac and read the text..you'll see it..you misunderstood the question..

2005-09-06 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: btw i like the new borders

2005-09-07 [iCh3wi]: Attention, there is a new poem of the week. And for those of you who have not noticed yet, I am going thru every page and changing the dividers.

2005-09-07 [iCh3wi]: The following Cutters Poetry members need to contact me thru PM or here on Cutters Poetry. BelovedConstance, Stephykins, Ash, Ben, and delicate terror.

2005-09-07 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: What did i do wrong?I swear it wasnt my fault!lol...whats going on??

2005-09-07 [iCh3wi]: Look at you main page of Poetry. Then take the dividers and add them to the rest. Also, I need some passwords for some pages, and the ownership switched to me on a couiple. Ill PM them to you, k?

2005-09-07 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah i got it..

2005-09-07 [iCh3wi]: ok

2005-09-08 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: I am gonna get off line i will finish up my pages tommorrow im on page 6..you might have to remind me

2005-09-08 [iCh3wi]: Ok, I will later. Everyone be sure to look at the Advertisements and Sponsors

2005-09-08 [iCh3wi]: Ok new section everyone. Cutters Poet of the Week. The Poem and Poet of the week will be posted there.

2005-09-08 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: wow really?!No kidding?Awesome..lol....yeah

2005-09-09 [kdfjhg]: nice dividers! i updated my poems... if anyone even looks at that shit

2005-09-10 [iCh3wi]: Ok thanks.

2005-09-10 [forbidden sacrafice]: cool im back now really ive been on but not much anymore changed my name and all

2005-09-11 [iCh3wi]: Thats cool

2005-09-11 [Homewrecker]: ii agree

2005-09-11 [iCh3wi]: Im sure you do, lol. Whats up everyone?

2005-09-12 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: um im tired and bored...and mildly pissed off..lol...but anyways how about you richard?

2005-09-12 [Homewrecker]: i got real pissed today

2005-09-12 [iCh3wi]: I noticed

2005-09-12 [Homewrecker]: lol u were right beside me when it happened

2005-09-12 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: what happened?

2005-09-12 [Homewrecker]: my bf and his friends were throwing stuff and it was pissing me off cuz i kept gettin hit and then i saw this fucker jerod aim ing for between my legs with a fucking paper ball and before i could move he threw it and it him me there and i was so pissed when i told my bf to stop it he told me to shut the fuck up nad i pushed him away form me and he yelled what the hell is ur problem and i ignored him

2005-09-12 [Homewrecker]: woah thats alot

2005-09-13 [iCh3wi]: uh....yeah.

2005-09-13 [Homewrecker]: bite it

2005-09-13 [iCh3wi]: Ill bite Ariel, thank you very much.

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: Ill bite cody. and ill leave a bruise too.

2005-09-14 [kdfjhg]: i put my isolation story on my poems page... if anyone wants to read it.

2005-09-14 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: wow im sorry Jessi and ill read it in a few randa

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: yeah but we are over it now in fact i jsut got him to pic me up from detention!

2005-09-14 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Oh joy what was the detention for?Suprisingly I sleep in class and smart off and rough house in clas and i still havent gotten detention or a rite up..lol

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: I got detention for not going to tutorials when I was in a Theatre meeting for christs sake!

2005-09-14 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Lol...poor thing...my classes are all too easy..i could sleep 4 of the 5 weeks days and still pass with flying colors (and dont think i am bragging cause i aint)

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: lol there are only a few classes i could do that...

2005-09-14 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: well i moved from AP hist. to reg.. so it is WAY too EASy...there isnt an Pre AP por adv. hist. so im screwed and my PRe AP alg. 2 is lie a reg class..and adv bio is way easy cause all he does is talk about absolutely nothing important and i sleep

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: lol nice i could do really good i just have a problem doing my work

2005-09-14 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: The reason I dropped AP hist. is b/c we had to read alot..and i wont read unless im interested in it...and you can barely pass w/out reading so rather than just making borderline grades i said id rather just be bored outa my mind and take reg

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: lol i wish they had AP hisory in my school id pass with flying colors because i love history

2005-09-14 [forbidden sacrafice]: history is easy im taking a 2 hour history with a 2 hour english class the hardest that they can get untill college and plus im taking and advanced calculus and triginometry class and i have psychology and conflict studies eh reading is nothing in ap history put all my corses reading together then thats a lot

2005-09-14 [Homewrecker]: i read a book at day so reading is not a problem for me

2005-09-14 [forbidden sacrafice]: i read on average about 900 pages worth of reading a day with those classes but i love it all

2005-09-14 [iCh3wi]: I had to read a 15 page paper over Stem Cell Research, very interesting.

2005-09-14 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah stem cell reserch is a very controvercial topic so there is bound to be many sides and many storys and much detail to it so it really is an interesting topic i read a paper last year on it done by a good friend of mine that was amazing

2005-09-15 [Homewrecker]: i totallly forgot whwat that was

2005-09-15 [forbidden sacrafice]: wow really

2005-09-15 [Homewrecker]: yep

2005-09-15 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah that sucks for you ill just explain it all to you one day

2005-09-15 [Homewrecker]: ok :D

2005-09-15 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ummm really now? hey howz everyone?

2005-09-16 [Homewrecker]: we are all good

2005-09-16 [L V F]: Im allright i guess.

2005-09-16 [iCh3wi]: Im pissed off but thats beside the point.

2005-09-17 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah arent we all a little

2005-09-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Hey Richard!Whats wrong?

2005-09-17 [iCh3wi]: Ariel and me got in a fight.

2005-09-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Aww,about what?are you ok?

2005-09-17 [kdfjhg]: has anyone read my story?? i feel very small and insignificant. :(

2005-09-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Yes I have it was really good !

2005-09-18 [kdfjhg]: thankyou!

2005-09-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yw

2005-09-18 [iCh3wi]: o.........k

2005-09-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ur late...just drop it..lol...

2005-09-18 [iCh3wi]: Uh...anyways. New Pic of me Ash, go sseeess!!!

2005-09-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Ok will do and ill get back to you

2005-09-21 [Homewrecker]: ok

2005-09-22 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah its been a little odd now im in a family counciling thing

2005-09-23 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey i have a suggestion,richard,why dont you use red or black dividers so it will match the welcoming banner...I just realized that

2005-09-23 [iCh3wi]: Check your PM's.

2005-09-23 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: I did.Yeah ermNow check yours....We dont have to do that,just make some slight alterations..

2005-09-23 [iCh3wi]: Yeah I guesss, maybe later though, not right now.

2005-09-23 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: I know well fill me in with the plan ok?!

2005-09-24 [Homewrecker]: okokokok

2005-09-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..so how is everyone today?

2005-09-25 [iCh3wi]: bored

2005-09-26 [forbidden sacrafice]: happy

2005-09-26 [iCh3wi]: depressed

2005-09-26 [kdfjhg]: you have noooo idea.

2005-09-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: why depressed?smile you got frenches,...honey mustard!lol

2005-09-26 [L V F]: um tat was really random

2005-09-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: LOL,not really,i always say that when people are depressed,its so dumb they generally smile without realizing it..

2005-09-26 [L V F]: lol

2005-09-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: well...did it make you smile?

2005-09-26 [L V F]: yea a little. -rubs my side- ow

2005-09-26 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: why does your side hurt?

2005-09-27 [L V F]: u know i dont know

2005-09-27 [iCh3wi]: I wish I was ok. Ariel and I got into a fight about my addiction to pills last night.

2005-09-27 [L V F]: Well u should quit.

2005-09-27 [iCh3wi]: Well u know it is hard.

2005-09-27 [L V F]: Yea i do./ im addicted to cutting

2005-09-27 [iCh3wi]: I'm addicted to Pain Killers and Cutting.

2005-09-27 [L V F]: pain killers? isnt that kinda ironic? I mean cutting causes pain. so pain killers,,

2005-09-27 [forbidden sacrafice]: not really because cutting can be a reliefe of pain so some people like a feeling of relief some people dont even feel the pain instead it is letting that pain excape from within

2005-09-27 [iCh3wi]: Exactly Sacrafice.

2005-09-27 [L V F]: Forgot that part...

2005-09-27 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Lol,I agree with Ben,Pain killers tae away pain,Im addicted to but i am quitting for my bf...just lie i quit cutting for him havent since the 5th of september...

2005-09-28 [Stephykins]: For my cutting instead of making a huge cut, I cut one or two normal (instead of going & cutting too deep) & then put salt (to burn the cut) & ice over the salt (to burn the skin) & it works so much better.... with twice the pain

2005-09-28 [Stephykins]: Oh, & I also used to take about 7-8 painkillers every morning & every night....

2005-09-28 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Steph we want to help him,not encourage him to pop pills or cut...

2005-09-28 [forbidden sacrafice]: it is not something that is needed really but people have reasons in their subconcious to believe that it is the answer to take away all the pain and yet there are other answers other things to do we do not need cutting but we choose to cut we are not addicted but choose to be a cutter we know this subconciously but believing it is all it takes once i believed it stopping was no problem

2005-09-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Ok i see that class you were taking on psycology is working

2005-09-29 [Stephykins]: lol, yeah i agree... sorry i wasn't meaning for him to do that...

2005-09-29 [forbidden sacrafice]: lol ive known this stuff for a long time since i was like 8

2005-09-29 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol...and i know you didnt steph,

2005-09-30 [iCh3wi]: Im out of pills.

2005-09-30 [forbidden sacrafice]: Crowe sometimes things happen for a reason addictions are just a figment of imagination saying we need them we can suffice without anything except for food and water or in my case food and juice or pop because of whatever i have like me i have severe depression and i dont have take meds for it yet im fine most the time but often even with them it would only be most the time

2005-10-01 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: he has got a point,uyou dont NEED anything but food and water,additions are just something you think you need because of the drug,but im glad you are out of pills,maybe it will help you...We just want you to get better and live long,and thast is because we care about you

2005-10-01 [kdfjhg]: pillz suck ballz. i've had too many drugs over the course of 3-dayz to last me a while. if you are going to tripp ballz from triple c, ok... but don't do it more than once a day for three dayz or more in a row!!!!!!!!

2005-10-01 [kdfjhg]: sorry. just thought that i mite give advice today. and i cut myself today... tried to bleed out all the thc/coricidin outta my system. being a hemophiliac, i bled alot and now am weak.

2005-10-01 [kdfjhg]: but you all don't need to worry about me (who would newayz??). i only got 2 more years till im free and i can do anything i want so i gotta live.

2005-10-02 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: I would worry about you..your a friend..of course im gonna worry

2005-10-02 [kdfjhg]: don't. becuz i'm happy now.

2005-10-02 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: well that is good!!

2005-10-02 [L V F]: i did a bad thing.. back in my old habbit again.. -sighs-

2005-10-02 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Cutting?This wendseday It will have been a month since i have cut..a new record,my bf asked me to stop...he didnt want me to hurt myself...it isnt a good thing to do...we still do it though..lol..best of luck...

2005-10-02 [iCh3wi]: I hate coming back to things that trouble me sometimes.

2005-10-03 [S.O.A.D. worshiper]: it happens...

2005-10-03 [kdfjhg]: well.... why do you cut????

2005-10-03 [L V F]: Me? cause i hate myself

2005-10-03 [S.O.A.D. worshiper]: youre not the only one

2005-10-03 [S.O.A.D. worshiper]: meh. ill stick with my freezie fer now <<munches>>

2005-10-03 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol

2005-10-04 [Homewrecker]: i havent been on in forever!

2005-10-04 [iCh3wi]: No shit, I see you too Jessica.

2005-10-04 [Homewrecker]: i see you too!!

2005-10-04 [Homewrecker]: so does world history

2005-10-04 [Homewrecker]: ur jealous

2005-10-04 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Guess what!Tommorrow it will be a month since i have cut!!

2005-10-08 [S.O.A.D. worshiper]: good job! <<gives you a cookie>>

2005-10-08 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol...thanks..

2005-10-08 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..how are you doing now richard?

2005-10-09 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: as in you want me to message you?or check mine or what?

2005-10-09 [iCh3wi]: Message me.

2005-10-09 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: oK I WILL..

2005-10-09 [forbidden sacrafice]: wow this is odd for once im not on the page in this converstation lol odd shows how busy ive been

2005-10-10 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah i guess

2005-10-10 [iCh3wi]: *Sighs* I hate waiting.

2005-10-10 [forbidden sacrafice]: waiting for what

2005-10-10 [Homewrecker]: ariel im guessing

2005-10-10 [iCh3wi]: Midnight

2005-10-10 [Homewrecker]: same thing

2005-10-10 [iCh3wi]: basically

2005-10-10 [Homewrecker]: *blinks*

2005-10-10 [iCh3wi]: *smacks lips*